It is worth living..

It is worth living...
if only u give it a try.....
Look at the leaf that sways on the tree and as happily floats away on the river.....
What is its purpose..what did it achieve....
Who remembered it......who cried for it.....

My dear friend, it is happy, because it was......

U can look at it as...
A non existent entity....among the infinite leaves around....
Only making a tiny-weeny amount of food for itself.....
Living for itself, dying for itself...

Or u may look at it as....
It was a leaf, a tender leaf.......
Company to the giant tree,a support to the blooming bud...
Shelter to the birds, the insects, to u and to me....
The pedestal for a dew-drop...:-)

Just think what it had, just think what it chose to make..
And you would know the secret to a happy life....

Be what you are, strive to remain what you are....
You are the eternal Buddha, the spirit, the One....
You are everything, you are everyone....

Spread out your wings and it is yours to take.....
Tuck in and it is yours to lose....

Live for yourself, die for yourself and the One would be glad to have made you :-))

To Be or Not to Be

To Be or Not to Be....
is that the question....is it really...
i am here and there's really no choice...
even if i choose not to be, i was in the being....
tricky...silly...but true..

well if i am to be, i am....i might as well be....
be who....again do i hv a choice...i am 'me'

so let me 'be me'
and thats the biggest fight....to be me....

to not to go over to becoming....but to discover the me and to be it.....
be it.....when the world judges...when the world forces....

yes albeit be perfect....but be the perfect me..i want to be.....
and perfect is as tangible as the name suggests it cant be....
so let me be the 'perfect me'.....

challenging my limits...myknowledge...my courage...
perhaps thats the perfect way to live a mortal life...immortally...

when u feel the chips are down and the world is a mess...
let it be.....u need only 'be me'...
u are company to urself...the master and slave of urself...

be the 'me' all your life, that when death knocks at your door,
u do not wish a second life...u do not wish to be a spirit immortal...

Life, a Dream ; Dream- A Life

Had to pen this down…though not upto the mark….

God is pretty stereotyped…So, when I refer to God – I mean someone who is what I am to an ant, unreachable n un-understandable…

But I think he shd have some logic behind his actions, like the world of logic he has built.



God I want to believe this life is also a dream in the bigger scheme of things.That I will wake up to a higher consciousness…unhurt and safe.

My struggles, my pain, my failures and my conflicts are just a play, a mock drama, a filler. That at the end of it all, I will be unaffected and secure,

albeit a bit more learned and wise.

A comforting thought ain’t it…I don’t have to take the pain seriously, the hurt is just a manifestation of my subconsciousness…

If this life is a dream, I am ready to dive deep-in, bcoz life is now not a liability, but an adventure; not a problem, but an opportunity, a

stage to essay roles and experience emotions.

God, most importantly, it is between U and ME. After this dream ends, after death brings me back to you, I will be answerable only to you.

To those multitude of people, I will make a relationship with in this life, they may love me, hate me, accept me, deny me, like me, despise me, worst

pity me and always ofcourse judge me..Me whom they don’t even know…

I refuse to accept their judgement of me, bcoz when my life, my dream ends, they will be gone too….and still the reality is I yearn for their

understanding, their empathy and their acceptance in this life bcoz I cannot see beyond..…..

But when I meet U, I want to be able to hold my head high and tell U, yes Boss I gave it my best shot….It was difficult and lonely, but I played

by my own rules. And funnily, it took time, but I LEARNED TO ENJOY EACH EXPERIENCE this life taught me.

God I need your help here. Whenever I fall into the abyss of depression n hurt, desire n lust, self denial n helplessness; come to me.

Come to me in my dreams, whisper in my ears, take me through a ride n teach me to enjoy it. This dream in a dream, every nite, will remind of the

the higher morning awaiting me…



Let me have a dream tonite……Sweet , not necessary J, but your presence, necessary…