Dare if I may !

i could do better than that....
i could write better than the poet..
if only i tried.... if only i tried...

but dare i.....
dare plunge i deep into the depths of emotion...
fear, may i not, for the pain channels to re-open....
dare, look if i may, at the world with open ears and inquistive eyes....fear, may i not, the awakening of the dormant restlessness of my mind ?!

the emotions will tug at the hand... to write beautiful and touching lines...
the restlessness will push the mind....to feed it day and nite.. !
dare say, i give in.... i give in and write black onto white
fear may i not, of the aching hand but of the torn and dilapidated mind ?!

dare if i may to write a poem.....dare will i to live the poem ?!