It is One of Those Days !!

It is one of those days......

When the world seems upside down....
When a dull mist hangs all around.....
And every beauty gets toned down....

It is one of those days...

When I miss a lot....
What I miss, why is miss,
This 'enlightenment' is the most a-miss.....

It is one of those days....

When I want to touch the stars
and ride on the clouds......
And the earth binds my feet steadfastly :-(

It is one of those days....

When I am not myself......
Or rather when I am myself.....
Or then I am the myself that I cannot be.............

It is one of those days.....

When I yearn for understanding....
When I search for a solution...
And neither can be found :-((

It is one of those days....
When I want to be happy........
pure and unadulterated........

Not from my senses or my heart......
But from my soul.......

It is one of those days....

Spent searching for my soul.....
For my unbound and limitless spirit.....
To pamper and feel it.....

It is one of those days.....
When I feel myself lost ..........
Searching for my true purpose..........

It is one of those days.....
When I cannot express myself enough..

Jst Like That

haven’t written anything in quite a few days now….Its there at the back of my mind, but realized it more prominently when I read a friend’s blog today.

He spoke of the rain and its effects on him and the normal circumstances..

And still nothing comes to my mind, no thought flashes through…its raining 4 days now…and except a small surprise on Friday of the few raindrops, nothing

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I wonder why it is so ? Why should nothing strike so compelling that one cannot stay without putting it on paper??

Good or bad or ugly or exciting or frustrating….anything….that strikes a chord so deep, it has to be told, be shared, be declared, be dared….



Hell for that matter, don’t feel like writing…Even if I am doing this….am doing it effortlessly…but heck, there’s no real excitement, just a backlog to be finished

out of obligation to the profession or whatever one would wish to call it…its been 2 weeks since this mail started…….and I want to finish it and mail it



Why do I want to mail it…perhaps like to torture ppl..being a accredited sadist…. J

Or maybe just a way to say hi…missing u…..would like to have a blast with u……..to fly to the winds and touch the clouds……to release n unleash the hidden spirit

back to the winds….the one that is limitless n boundless……



hmm…the empty words fill us with so much joy n anticipation….wonder y ppl don’t……..